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Grandpa; RIP.
Can you hear me? Do you watch over us and keep us safe? Do you see me cry? Right now I need you more then ever, to put your arm around me and tell me that everything will be okay, just one last time. I miss you so much! 25th of December 2008, was the last day I ever saw your beautiful smiling face, I didn’t even get to say goodbye. When I said goodbye, it ment I’ll see you first thing when I get back from Lorne. It was killing me to see the strongest man I ever knew, waste away to nothing in that hospital bed. Who knew that on the 7th of Janurary my world would fall apart? I never knew that I could hurt the way I did. I didn’t even know what it felt like to hurt until that day. I didn’t even know what it felt like to miss someone. I remeber it like it was yesturday; It was 4am I was staying at Morgan and Liams house. When the home phone rang, Morgan woke me up and said ”come on, mum wants to talk to us downstairs” I looked at the time then looked straight into her eyes, her eyes looked back and mine and she said ”come one, it will be okay” - she lied! We walked towards Liams room when Rohan came up the stairs wondering why we were awake, Morgan explained to him that Hellen wanted us downstairs, and that’s when he said ”Grandpa has just died..” She fell into his arms in tears, I fell to the coach. The next three days, 7th, 8th & 9th, were the worst, most hardest days of my life! I spent the 7th and the 8th shopping for a funeral dress to wear on the 9th. At the end of the Funeral Morgan and I carried the flowers that went on top of your coffin down the church, Dad, Rohan, Rick and Gary caried you behind us, it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Then watching your coffin go down, my heart broke. I remeber everything you ever did for me, and everything you did for me was because you loved me and you were protecting me. I miss you each and everyday, I told myself I wouldn’t but I do. And I still cry every once in a while for you. I’d give my whole world just to spend one last day with you and say goodbye. REST IN PEACE.
I love you <3
♥
I love your hugs, I love you kisses, I love how you always hold my hand, I love your phone calls and cute little texts, I love your voice, I love your company, I love it when I have my head on your chest and I can hear your heart beating, I love when you tell me you love me.
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